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EeEe..man i have this severe stomach ache..i guess eating a lot won’t help to REDUCE the pain…..hahaha…silly me… soo bloggy..what’s today topic? there’s nothing much to say..but there’s a lot to complain..for instance….

i hate paris hilton..not hate hatred…hate which equivalent to envy… well for starters..she has loads of money…and i don’t…she has those photogenic face..where as i’m plain old jane or the girl next door that you won’t bother to look at…she has a body that is totally skinny..thanx to her high metabolism… and i have a fat lump which is impossible to get rid of… she popular and live in glamerous life although she admits that she’s not that inteligent ( and she has a reality tv show which proff that she quite dumb.what the heck!!)… while i have a bit intelligence but life soo dull…

shessh..can life be more unfair then it is right now…SHAFINEZ!!! why are you complaining? you think tat your life is much worse then it is..look at those that live in hunger + pain and in a country without any peace and tranquility… be thankful you silly old-hag…(that is wat i usually say to myself in order for me to get a grip with my life..yeah…you can call it as moral-motivation)…

ok..i’m done with ‘i hate paris hilton’…now let’s start with somehing else…

hermmm…. basically..today there’s nothing much to mention to you..bloggy dear…only that.. i vowed to myself that i will start studying my antropology tonight…but…my brain and my body seems to malfunction right now… a.k.a the lazy syndrom…gotta get rid of this nuisance attitude…

oh yeah..i cooked enchiladas today..but i manage to put a little shafinez alterration to it since theres no enchiladas sauce around here… sheesh.. i sound soo boring…who would bother wanting to know what i did/do today… there’s much better things to do besides thissssss….

ok shafinez..spill out the truth….ok..here it goes…i’m worried bloggy..but i can’t blurt it out to you..because…well…its hard to put it in you..ok²… i’ll tell you..i’m worried whether my ambition right now..will come true..can i accomplish my dream with all the problems that i haven’t settle yet…like money and etc…i’m really² worried bloggy..it seems that luck haven’t always on my side…and i just got the confirmation date..instead of felling happy… there’s a knot tying in my stomach… urgh! this is soo depressing… what am i to do… oh bloggy dear.. i sound so pathetic…alas..i can’t help it…so help me GOD…. please ya Allah..bukakan rezeki ku di dunia dan di akhirat…please listen to my plea…i shall not obey thee.. ya Allah…if this wish do come true….

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