-mE-

assalamamualaikum

bloggyyyy..i’m a bad bad bad bad bad person… i don’t deserve  good friends that always surrounds me or people that cheerish me with love…. i’m not a good person… huhuhuhuh =(….  i want everyone to know..i’m not a good or a nice girl that everyone seems to predict/ assume…i’m a person who love to takes things for granted, an egomaniac and full of grudge within this mind, body and soul..i can’t bloggy…i simply can’t vanish this attitude.. which is such a disgrace… eventhough how much i try..to let go certain things… to forgive certain things and to be an understanding person…i just can’t.. i even fail to pull all my strength and courage to overcome any obstacle or trouble that i have to face and endure… and its even impossible for me to just let go of my grudge or forgive  those that misunderstood me.. that hurt me… i just simply can’t… oh bloggy..help me… this feeling… its like a  heavy burden..and its killing me… i want to be forgiveful and forget all the hurtful past… but i can’t… it just keep on haunting me..over and over again… i’m not a strong person as you may think i am… i’m just a weak mortal that have no specialty nor any possible goodness in oneself… can a human simply forgive and forget eventhough they have been hurt… as if… their heart have been pierced with sharp dagger and the pain is unbearable… so pain….that no one can possibly heal it….

This entry was posted on Thursday, November 23rd, 2006 at 2:49 am and is filed under Uncategorized. You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed. You can skip to the end and leave a response. Pinging is currently not allowed.