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assalamualaikum…

elew bloggy…my TOEFL test is over..and i feel..well..a bit calmer now (calmer..does it exist in dictionary)…but…not 100% calm… wanna know why..first..i’m still not in talking term with my daddy…secondly…my speaking was terrible..1 minute for speaking..that is insane and doesn’t make any sense at all…EeEEe…nie nak melalut nie…1 minute…do you think one minute is sufficient enough to at least think and point out your oppinions…and how about those that having conversation problem..like scattering (betul ke gagap= scattering?)….they would surely feel that its injustice to just provide 1 minute to think and and talk..even if someone asking people where’s the loo..it will need more than 1 minute..EeEeE..TAK FAIR…they should set up at least 3 minute…1 minute to lay out you text..and 2 minute for speaking…baru adil……

hah~…now i feel much better..sorry bloggy for lashing it out at you..tapi dekat sape lagi la finez nak lepas geram nie…..

what else happen during this pass 2 days..oh yeah…yesterday we had family open house…most of my cousin were here…at the beginning it was kindda awkward..don’t get me wrong bloggy..its not that i’m not close to my cousins….but on that day itself i just finish one of my burden (TOEFL test)…i guess everytime you want to start ‘introduction’ conversation…its normal to feel awkward…later on..when you start feeling cosy…you can’t help blabbing..like me and you bloggy dear…=)

what else…hermm…i sound kinnda boring am i..tapi tak ader idea nak tulis ape nie, besides feeling a bit relax after the test…i hope i get the result as soon as possible…because i’m left with 34 day…O OH…panic time…Ya Allah..please make it easy for me…please let me get good marks..no…excellent marks for my toefl..and..another thing…please make things easier for me…especially to accomplish my GREATEST dream of all..please….bukakan rezeki hamba mu ini..dunia and akhirat..i promise i will never be a mean naughty girl anymore… no more bad finez..

i think i should be signing of now….karang pc nie tertutup susah pulak..besides i need to practice on my presentation tommorow…nite² bloggy…wassalam

aslmkm..bloggy

bLoGgY.. i can’t take it anymore..my flu is getting worse….and now i’m having sore throat..man..what a great time to get sick….this is so unfair..my nose is stuffy and i barely can’t breath…mcm mane nie..if this sickness doesn’t go away…this will only cause big tragedy for me since i have an important exam tommorrow… and what a DRAMA it will be if during my speaking..instead of saying out my oppinions..i will instead answer it with my sneeze that will never stop..mcm mane nie…that will be sooooo embarrasing..talking about sneezing..i once humiliate myself because of my trusted nose..dah la masa tue ramai org kat lecture hall…lepas tue bersin kuat nak mampus..bergema hall..and there was this time..ingat kan nak sneeze…tapi bunyi je lebih….man..take this sickness away Ya Allah…please²..pretty please with cherry on the top…

oh yeah…i nearly miss it…yesterday sumi called…i really miss her…its been a while..not hearing any news from her since she’s in Hawaii..man..how i envy her..dlm banyk² tempat dia dapat gi hawaii…mesti bnyk cute surfer hunk kat sane..ops…sorry..i’m not suppose to be lurking around and checking on other guys..alah..checking je..no harm can do right…=p

hermmm..wondering if my lil charming budak kecik manage to make her caramel pudding…i hope i did a good job explaining her how to do it…kalau tak jadi sorry k sayang….

actually blog..i don’t have much to say…i thought maybe if i type something in you ..it might help to cheer me up..with my unwanted-sickness-condition…i guess i better stop now…maybe i should take a rest… a short nap will do… yeah..maybe i should do that..ok bloggy..toolidoo…

waaaaaaa…i’m touched…tq taufiq and nadzrah and not to forget naim for reading my blog and concern about me..waaaaa…..i’m really² touched….

enough of the mushy parts…gosh…my sisters is getting crazy right now…they can’t stop laughing and forcing me to pay attention to them..(kacau je org nak tulis blog….)..ler padan la…my sister ader new trend of digging her nose…  no human can possibly do it…2 finger in both nose..imagine that… (ape la budak² nie..kakak dia jugak yang decent)….

what am i suppose to write in you..hermmm..hah..got it…you know that i’m going to sit for my TOEFL exam this sunday and i’m trying my best to polish back my english skill..and i even trying to learn to type much faster and more precise then usual….of by the way..naim…TOEFL is actually an American english test..i don’t actually know the exact name for it…sorry naim dear….

dah lah nak exam toefl tiba² dapat flu lak..sheesh…aren’t i’m such a lucky girl…maybe i’m tooo nervous about it…but..hey…why should i…most of the people that i know who have taken the test told me that its not that hard..mcm kacang aje…hahah…kacang ke peanut ke ape ke….kuah kacang ke…kacang dal ke…peanut butter ke…i’m still nerve wrecking NERVOUS…

dah lah nervous…today wanna know something blog..i had a big quarrel with my dad…it may sound silly..because the thing that we fought about is "the tv"…ye la mane adil…he wanted to watch WWE SMACKDOWN with my borther..which i considered as inappropriate for him (my brother to watch) and i wanted to watch So You Think You Can Dance…my dad complain that what i intended to watch is a silly show with girls wearing skimpy clothes..tapi kan..yang smack down tu lagi la teruk…violent+ seksi + silly + full of lies….

tak adilllllllllllll….tak pe….he might win this war…but i will win another way… papa…finez tak nak cabut uban papa dah..takmau buat facial kat papa…tak nak buat pedicure kat papa dah…tak mau..tak mau..tak mau…hahahahha…. your little princess dah merajuk… and not only this lil’ princess…your second and third princess also joins my party…hahaha…padan muke..sape suruh buat finezzzzzz….i really don’t get it…man and wrestling…. honestly most of this species said that they hated violence and injustice..tapi yang smack down nie apo ko bondonyo…..(hah kan dah mengamuk nie)….

syafiq pun same geng papa..tak pe²..kak finez rosak PS syafiq…muahahahahhaah..man..i really sound evil+ scary…what kind of sister am i? hahaha..psychotic sister..hahahah

man…this toefl thingy does get into me…i’m beginning to sound histerical… and amazingly i can’t stop myself from craping and blabbing around..sorry bloggy.. i can’t help myself….well..i better stop before the fire within me (chewah) can’t stop blazing..Ya Allah adik aku nie..dah contaminate udara this room…and she manage to give her evil laugh without feeling guilty…somebody.. SAvE Me…

p/s- sayang kila and sariyah sangat²…my source of laugter and saviour…

akum

haha tq for the encouragement naim and my dear cute sister…

like naim says..who cares if my english is horrible..as long as i’m happy and can express myself…talking about expressing myself….i’m quite scared right now…

MY TOELF TEST IS THIS SUNDAY…MAKKKK SELAMATKAN SAYAAAA….

i’m not prepared…(patut la takut) and i know that i’m gonna get bad marks for this test..ok…relax finez…relax…there’s adequate time for you to study still..relax…but..actully..how am i suppose to study for toefl…it is totally vague for me..i don’t know the toefl test procedure…what am i to prepare for..what are the kind of questions that will be ask in the test…ape nie…mcm mane nie… and the toefl poeple requires recognization letter from my college..and my college mane bukak lagi…diaorg nie mentang² American..tak sambut raya…mannnn…and the person that i rely on..suppose to give me a sample of recognization letter that he has…tak muncul² lagi…MAKKKK….ops…i can’t call my mom to help me out..she will bo besserk…luckily she doesn’t know how to read my blog…hermm…actually..thinking back..blog is not bad at all..you can express yourself and then fell good about it and the best part your parents can’t read it…(my mom used to read my PRIVATE DIARY….and although i wrote big capital letter on the cover..she still reads it…because she’s the big authority in this housee…what ever it is..love you mom…dont get mad with me blabbing about you….)…ops…my LATE lunch is here…time to eat….heheh…biasalah..when parents are not around….you can do what ever you want but the bad part is that no mom to cook for you….heheheh….toolidoo…

akum

heheh..this is kindda silly..well..erm..actually i’m not good in putting out my feelings and thoughts…you see blog…i’m more a secretive kind a person.. (i guess..sheesshhh…i don’t even know about myself)..and sometimes i can be reallyyy low self esteem person.. in the sense of writing/typing in you…since my english are not that "SUPPERB".. like most of the people that i know..who typed amazingly nice… with very good vocabs…

sigh…..

i guess..no harm can do..(man..i sound sOoOo boring..wonder who will be interested in reading my blog?!!!)..well..whatever it is..i wish happy mubarak to all muslims around the world…(is this a radio show..shesshh)… hope that each and everyone will always gain happiness and be bless by Allah… Amin….